In this world we live in, no one truly understands us, no one really care much about your presence. And in this world we live in, most of the time we are trying to be the top and the other times, we are thinking about how we are gonna achieve that.

One thing for sure, never to lose yourself.

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I have been a bad friend. I think I really neglected tons of friends recently. Felt really bad from the bottom of my heart! =(

Anyway, exam period then to IPP. Ahhhh.

I think I will start being a better person this thursday, after I have a tons of time to reflect on myself. Or maybe not, cause, I have to pack my room, repaint my room and pack my room again! Heee.

Not being able to sleep at the time I want is bad enough.

Now I am tired, but I can't get to sleep because I am afraid of I don't know what but something is bothering me. And I can't get to sleep.

Even if I switch on the laptop, allow a movie to play and I try to get to sleep, I can't. Like I have to focus on something then it stops my brain from thinking unnecessary stuff.

This is bad. Is there something wrong with me? I hate feeling this way.

As much as we think others are putting on a fake front when talking to you, being close to you and etc, why don't you step back and think, you are actually doing that as well.

You think you can hide? The world is a small place. (:

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Its officially the start of study break, all thanks to the YOG. We all deserve a break from all the pile of shit work and projects we had to do for the last sem.

Exams and start of IPP!

I hate IPP. I can't wait for it to end.

Can you actually imagine, in less than a year time, I am graduating from poly. What the fuck am I going to do next?

I am so aimless.

19th

Happy 19th Birthday to me! (: