Work or Not work

If today I had more money,

I will not go out and work.

But today I had no money,

that's why I work.

But

It seems like everything I do is wrong.

Ambulance.

I have seen people being carried away in an ambulance.

I felt nothing.

But,

today I saw someone so close to me being carried away.

It's heartbreaking.

我願意從頭來過

爲何要在放開手後才知道痛

一起共築的美夢　

如今全都被寂寞給沒收

只有你可以給我最美的感動

我願意從頭來過　

別讓我在思念逗留

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We were both young when I first saw you.

Today was such a fulfilling day but I still hate saturday cause everywhere is packed like hell!

So I met Mavis today for some dirt cheap shopping and good food!

We went to the flea market and we sweat so much!

The place was packed with people and seriously, it was packedddddddddd with people like you can't even get across the room without any obstacles!

And all I bought was this vest for just 3 bucks! Shit man!!

I don't know if I will ever wear it but still it's just 3 bucks! Wah lao eh!

After shopping we walked all the way to bugis street from PS.

Ate and shopped till 7 plus before I left for town to meet JJ and his friends.

Dinner at Shokudo. Ramen again! (:

Wanted to watch movie but everywhere is packed and full!

Zzz.

Mac ice cream with JJ and home! (:

I have work tomorrow and I am lazy.

All I ever want now is this:

SLEEP!

Anyway, all blogshops now all have sales!

Tempted but no money.

Really have to work again!


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REPLY TAGS!

JIA: Shit ass! We didn't even meet this holiday!!! I have so much to tell you and I misss youuuuuuuuuuuu bffffff! (: Anw, we laughed so hard because we were trying to do a jumpshot outside the HOD room!

weiliang: Zzz. Why you will miss?! Eh what is rss?

pn: decided not to spoil my hair! Lol! (:

Guest: Lol! Who are you?

Mavis: Hahah! Decided not to do it anymoreee! Lazy! Go out again leh!

Hungry = Moody!

Anyway these are the two pathetic pictures we took yesterday at Sakura.
Look frigging retarded!

My bodyclock is scrwed once again!

Just one day and it become like shit.

I am really hungry la!

Hungry and Shit life!

I feel like eating carrot cake nowwwwwwwwwwwww!

I am so hungry. One meal per day, pathetic or what!

Even though is my second off day today, I have tons of things to do. Like catch up with my studies and to complete all my project! Omg, I just remember I need to look through my biz law project thingy!

So little time, so much to do!

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Anyway, 26/06 which is yesterday, I went to Vivo for Sushi Tei! They serve really good food! (:
I had ramen and I am craving for it now.

Shit! I am really hungry.

And you can guess, that's the only meal I had for the whole of today!

FYI, my house have NO food, not even instant noodles! Shitass!

A hungry man is an angry man! >=[

So let me continue, JJ and I intend to go to Sentosa but it seems like it will rain but it did not in th end! Stupid ass.

We ended up at Sushi Tei then to Gloria Jeans and to more shopping!

Wanted to watch Transformer but no tix.

Not even at the ulu TPY entertainment center.

Now I am back home

and

FEELING HUNGRY!

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Oh, I finally got rid of my bushy brows and now I love my eyebrow!

Never ever to trim it myself ever again!

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I will be having Jap food with Mavis today!

And we are going to the flea market which means more shopping!

Omg, I can't wait for payday and I don't look forward to Sunday either.

Shit life.

Hunrgyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

13thhhh

It will be yet another picture-less post.

Anyway, JJ and I celebrated our 13th month over at Sakura.

We went back to take the paycheck and we have nowhere to go for dinner and so,

WE WENT BACK TO SAKURA. (:

Damn shitty full I tell you.

And I am still lazy to get out of bed.

And I am lazy to post.

Maybe tonight la.

Oh anyway, JJ got us a mobile broadband plan.

So good for me! (: ByE

Busyyyyyy beeee.

Ahhhh. 24 hours is not enough for meeeeeeeeee!
I have so much to do.

Anyway, I don't have much time to blog cause I am busy working once AGAIN! (:
Payday really really soon! :D :D :D
Anyway, really no time since I always work all the hardcore timing like 1 to 11 everyday.

But but but,
3 days break in a row and I am so gonna fully utilize it since school is reopening next week!
And no shit,
I have so many people I haven't meet yet!

JIAYING, SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
I go TP find you someday when my school reopen! Promise!

Friday will be JAP food with Mavis!
Woohoo.

Maybe I will use the other 2 days to catch up with some shit projects and homework.
Alrighty, byebye! (:

Hello all.

Hey hello, I am over at JJ's.
And we are eating steamboat tonight! (:

Look at my eyebrow, cannot be save anymore.

Urge!!

I have the urge to do hair extension!

Tell me it is wrongggggg!

Positive attitude.

I should be more positive in life despite my bad working experience.

I am so tired now that I can sleep like a pig and never wake up.

TOO BAD, I HAVE WORK TOMORROW!

No, should be today.

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i missed out so much in your life.

You can't always run from your past.

My tired face is here to greet you all again. I am once again tired from everything.

Projects, work, schoolwork and blahblahblah.

Anyway, I went back to school today for Biz finance meeting despite the fact I slept at close to 4am today. I am so sleepy now that I can fall asleep any minute.

So, after discussion I went to meet JJ for lunch while Mavis and Mahd went for driving and other project respectively.

Pepper lunch -ed.

And movie -d, Ghost of Girlfriends past.
Not as nice as I had expected it to be, but still it was overall enjoyable.

See! I found the promo poster! (:

Tomorrow would be another busy and torturing day.
Can't wait for the 5pm of tomorrow but I have tons to do tonight, so I better get started anytime soon.

Okay. Bye.

CONQUER FINANCE!

I am not loving this module. But I am gna conquer it NOW!

The sudden urge being, I have been lacking behind for this module and seriously, now I don't know what is going on for this module! Zzz.

SO I AM GONNA CONQUER FINANCE!
Still have EFMA. Wah lao. Z

I think I am going to do damn badly for any module related to maths for this sem.

Some part in me can't wait for TEP, I think it will be better than studying.

Aye. Boring life.

Imma going to finish my project this week toooooo!

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work hasn't been doing me any good.

JJ and I never worked togther and we still have to work at Isetan for next week.

This is SHIT! SHIT YOU KNOW?!

Okay. Time to study finance.

But I think I will feel like sleeping 5 minutes after I open the book.

Or I will get distracted.

FYI,

I wanted to study since 7pm.

But I keep on telling myself, "Aya, 8 then start."

When it's 8pm, I feel sleepy so I went to sleep till 9.30.

Then I tell myself again, "Shit, have to study already."

But I got distracted by my laptop and the internet.

Then I used the laptop till now!

Wth. Going 1am. Zzz.

Ok ok.

BYE!

PS; Craving for Polar tuna puff! (:(:

Thanksss Jiayinggg!

black & white

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I feel so much better after spilling every single shit out.
Now, I don't feel that bad about myself anymore.

Though problems are not solved, but at least I've gotten advice, I know the least about what I should really do if things really get out of hand.

Thankssss Jiayinggg! I love youuu! (:

Destination

It has been long,

yet it never end all these while.

You don't know.

留不住回忆 却学不会放手

怎么走?

Smile.

some
joys
are
best

expressed
in silence


As
a
smile
holds

more meaning
den laughter


i
was
asked
if
i
enjoyed
knowing
you...


i just smiled =)

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I was reading my secondary 3 blog, and I found this.
I forget who sent this to me, but at that post, I wrote, I smiled.

AMKSS

荡秋千 来回终究要停在原点
望太远 眼前幸福却忽略
晃半圈 圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍 风就吹散了永远

还想为你摇秋千 对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点 我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念 当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮 空秋千陪整夜

秋千和我失眠 在你影子身边
这公园太想念 你无邪的笑脸

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This song just remind me so much about my secondary school days. FYI, this song is on replay now and I can't help but think of those secondary school days and the stupid stuff that I did. But no matter how much stupid stuff I did back then, all I could ever ever remember was the not important, not significant moments I spent with my friends. I think that's all the really matters back then, but I just don't know what's really important to me at that time.

Now, if I could, I wished I can spend more times with my best friends & the special secondary 1 and 2 class which really made my life a lot happier when I was 13 and 14 years old.

Don't anyhow!

Yes! Don't anyhow attempt to shave your own brows! I tried to shape it a long time ago MYSELF, only to realise one was thicker than the other! And know what is the best thing, I still don't care and continue the way it is. One thick, one thin.

After a month of doing that then I realised, wth, my eyebrow really one thick one thin! So now, I have let it grow and grow and grow which caused me to have really messy brows now!

Brows like this:
Look at the up-close!
THE POINT IS, IT'S REALLY MESSY!

& the worst part is, I don't know how thick must I let it grow so I can go to people who really know how to shape brows to shape it! Aya! This is shit.

So, PLEASE don't anyhow attempt to shape your brows if you don't know how to do it! Zzz.

Weekends

I spent my weekends very wisely! I think. Lol.

It has been long since I had homecook meal and yesterday JJ went to cook dishes I like for me. I have been craving for corn soup since I don't know when.

Today, I went out for dinner with JJ's friends at Just acid. Didn't eat much just now and now I am craving for my all-time favourite, Carrot cake. Anyway, I am so lazy to start on my part for marketing project. Cannot like that. Aye.

Pictures time!! (:

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Reply of tags! (:

pn; Hehe. You also can go paint your room pink & purple what!!! Eh post pictures on your blog leh! If not very wordy. Aye, yours dark eye circles not that bad. I also cannot really see anything lor. I know! But X ppl really very very very irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

JIA; OK! Lets meet sometime next week. I also have a lot of projectss! Life is sad. Aye. I miss youuu!

ESTHER; Ahahha. Where got! Happy Holidayssss! (:

weiliang; Hahah! YA! Happy holidays to me. Aye. Good luck to you for your A's preparation!

XXXXXX

Apart from my busy schedule?!!! I have to blog about something which I witnessed with my own bare eyes. That is how someone could be a two faced pig in split seconds.

Lets name this person X. X has been through kinda tough patch and while X is recovering from all the sort of big and small blows in X's life, I think X has started to change as well, very much actually.

I think X has become someone who is really really good at pretending to treat you nice when X needs a favour. When X doesn't need a single shit, X will give you a shit face. When X needs a favour from you, X will talk to you very nicely and politely. That is very scary especially if someone whom X needs favour from and someone whom X doesn't care are around X, you can totally see the change in attitude and behaviour.

X might think that they are the biggest in this world but, there are many things that actually X do not have rights about. Yet, X choose to think that everyone owe X a living.

But I can't say a single thing to X. Very hard to even start.

Now I actually feel how scary someone could ever be, like seriously.

Offical start of holiday! (:

HELLO! SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS FINALLY HEREEEEE! :D

So I went to shop a little today and I am pretty broke now.
Kay. I am tired now so I will just post some pictures and I'll maybe blog later and reply tags!!

Look at Clover's new clothes! Belated 1 year old present! (:(:

School's outttttttttttt! (:

My eyes are going to close any time soon. So I'll make this quick.

I think I rather type in like point form now.

I have the sudden urge to change my alien skin and tada. I am still not done with editing the codes but I really like this skin!

1.02am. Eh, holiday already leh! Ok la, last day of school today! HAHAHAHAHA! I am so frigging happy you know! (:(:
Ok ok. I know everyone holiday already. Z.

So I had my French ICA yesterday and thank God, it was 1 to 1 instead of presenting in front of everyone. I hope I can pass.

Oh oh, I passed my Biz Finance ICA & I am happy. Seems like everyone is right, don't set high expectations for yourself. I feel so happy to pass!

Shit! I haven't do ICT tutorial. Zzz.

Oh ya, I went IT Fair today and it was distratous! So packed! Before that, JJ and I had lunch at New york new york. I have never expected a seafood platter to ever ever look like the one we ordered earlier. Damn, it was bigggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg, hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'll post pictures some other days. Very tired now!

I have 9am class tomorrow and now, I haven't go to bed.

Before I go, I have to show the world how much JJ like his vampire teeth. I think he has gone mentally crazy these few days due to stress about having nothing to do. His holiday started yesterday! He is a bastard.


Goodnight!

To take your breath away.

I think the tittle suits the previous post more than this but, I am so happy today.

I came home even before I start to do anything, I went to sleep for 2.5 hours straight!
Never felt so nice in such a long time.


And look at my dark eye cycles, for your info that's how I look even with foundation on.
You can imagine how bad it is.

Moon.

The moon looks really beautiful tonight.

I can't help it but keep staring out of the window.

If only my view wasn't block by a big tree and I have a better quality camera.

I was so obsessed with the view outside my window that I went to google on moon.
& I saw even more beautiful pictures which seriously took my breath away.

My purple wall.

In my desperate attempt to capture my nice not so maroon purple wall without taking my swollen right eye, that's what I get.

Haha!

Too many things going on in my life right now but I still managed to squeeze out yesterday to paint my room. Time for new furniture I guess.

Kay. I have get back to my work now.

Y'know, find Beyonce's pictures for french ICA.

My holidays are coming! (: And I need a job.

&&& I am lazy to do tutorials.

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JIA: My french ICA is still not over yet! Shit shit shit. And some news just stays in our head, I know how you feel. I felt the same way toooo! And yessss, meet up soon! Next week is my holidays. I want to meet someoneeeeeee! (: Love youuu!

pn: I where got skinny please! -.- Lol. The last few ICA never sit beside me!

Valerie: Hahah. Also not very long ago. Z. You take care too! Cya in school.

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