Once in a while.

When I am unhappy, I will definately show it. When I am angry, I will definately show it.

Its rare that I will pick up my phone call my friends and complain to them. I know my friends always say, I am just a phone call away. But I really don't know how to just call them to complain about my problems. I don't even know how to start the topic.

Not that I am not close to them or what, but till now, I barely talk to anyone if I ever encounter problems. Is always after a long long time then maybe I will tell them or if we ever touch on topics like boyfriend, studies and all the blah blah shit then I will maybe tell them.

Yesterday I feel so bad about myself that I almost cried. I feel that people around me have the ability to open up to their friends so easily. Not really open up, open up, but able to talk to their friends about their problems. Eg, they quarrel with their friends. But I can't.

I thought I would be able to put my studies behind, as in not to stress myself anymore to keep up with the class standards. Yet problems keep popping up of no where. I guess I have grown pass the stage where every thing seems so easy. Now I have so much to worry about.

If only life was like the past. So easy.

Differences.

I open this page for the second time. I don't know what to type. I had a lot of thoughts just now.

Oh, remember those times when a happy meal is enough to cheer us up. In the past, all we ever wanted was most probably go watch movie with our friends after school. Now, we want so much more.

It has been a long way. But yet there are still much differences between us.

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Why are we so unhappy?

Boring life!

Once again, boring life.

3 theory ICA in a row next week. Time to study hard and smart!

I think I am going to rearrange my room first before doing anything.

Boring life.

The thoughts of me doing badly, but....

The thoughts of doing badly for my Biz finance makes me want to eat A LOT! So to cure my craving for eating everything, I went to buy a whole loads of snacks to eat! Breadtalk muffins, subway cookies (I got influenced by Mavis) and Polar tuna puff. And it didn't stop, I ate dumplings(?) right after all the food. Oh, I drank 2 packets of green tea as well. Eh eh eh, I watched Gossip Girls and eat and drink at the same time. And RIGHT AFTER I finish eating all these food/snacks, I went to sleep from 5pm to 8pm. I have NEVER felt so relax in my entire year 2 life before. Maybe I should do more of this.

Hoho. I am very extremely energetic and finally, one project is coming to an end. I am soooo happy. Holidays in 3 weeks time. Lol. 3 weeks time.

Pardon me but I think I have to take down significant moments like this. Probably once in a year that I will be eating that much. No no, should be I have so much time to eat and sleep so much!

& lastly, Clover says hi.

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Maybe I should take a picture of my energetic face now. Hohoho. See! Sleeping make me less grumpy.

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Tagggs.

JIA: Eh wah lao, I lose track of your life! And I am still struggling for French, my tests are coming soon la. And I don't understand a single shit. We shall suffer the same fate! Hehe. Anyway, show offf, I slept 3 hours for my afternoon nap today! And I updated la BFF. Better tag!!!!! (:

weiliang: Yup!!! So long never see/talk to you already!!!!! Ya! Oneyearoneyearoneyear!

pn: Lol! Too sad don't want to complain already! Lol! Thank you thank you! & yes I saw you today!

ESTHER: yeahhhh! Haha. Thanks thanks!

Happy 1 Year.

Happy One Year of Love. (:

For someone whom always say that I don't post anything about him. I am glad we came this far, just like what you say, probably another 20 years to come.

Anyway, we had a pre-celebration and I am so full right now!

There are many things happening in my life right now which made me realise I am such an emotional pig. I cry over every single shitty details in life. I think I am left with just half the amount of tears one could ever have.

I hope things get better, seriously.

I am so tired and I have EFMA ICA on tuesday. But look on the bright side, I have no school today! (:(: [Double smiley]

School Day.

I am so happy that you are leading a sad life now cause I think you deserve this life today. I hate you and you.

Aside from the angry stuff. I attended my first ever French lesson in my class. Kay, I like French but I am still not used to the class. See how la.

Oh we took tons of pictures to laugh at ourselves.






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JIA : Haha. You say you want to tag everyday whattt! So must faster put. & french is soooo hard, I never learn the basic yet!!! And why so tiredddd?!

peini : Ok if hard tomorrow I come and complain! Haha.

Still no pictures yet!

I changed a bit of my details and you can see under the Alien Hunt is the top three things that I desperately need to do and achieve now! I sincerely and seriously hope that I can can can pass my elective since I haven't even attend any single lesson yet due my very nice class. I really hope they are nice people whom are willing to talk to me and not treat me like some loner shit. Aye, why do I always have to be aloneeeeeeeeee!

And yes, I HAVE TO FIND A JOB SOON! Holiday is just round the corner, I hope I can go somewhere though highly impossible since I have to try to earn more money this holiday to fulfil my spending desire. Sigh.

Anyway, still no picture. I just got back a G900 and I want a camera more than anything now. Ok, not really want it so much but I guess its next on my to buy list. Soooooo, monday no school and I am still very happy about it. But 8 hours lesson straight on Friday. That's hell.

Before any day of this week turn into hell, I better start striking things off on today's to do list if not I can't sleep tonight. Oh, tomorrow is my latest school day, 10am! (:(: [double smiley]

Side note, I think I am going to die for my ICT on friday. JJ say it's damn fucking hard, he confirm get 0.

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I just put up a tagboard since Jiaying says she will keep the tagboard alive! Hoho. I miss youuuu Jiayingggg!

No school on Monday.

Yet to update my profile and all the shit on my new skin.

I skipped Marketing management lecture due to the fever. Slept my whole day away, and I haven't even do any shit revision yet.

Kay, I feel stressed.


Anyway, Monday no school. So happy.

Back to where we came from.

Okay. It has been a long time since I last logged in to update this poor little space. I have been so busy with school starting, busy working even after school starts. Tons of projects on the way to me and not to mention, ICA week, which I guessed would be a torture with 3 theory modules being scheduled in just 1 week.

How to study?!

Anyway, I just quit my job today! Eh no, yesterday! (: Time for a better job which has yet to be scouted. Last week next week and I am glad to say I feel so relived. I know I said I liked my job probably 1 month ago. But aye, bad traits all coming out and nice people are starting to leave. After working there, I just realised so many things that I don't like. Ayee.

Oh! My G900 is still in the midst of recovering from I don't know what sickness!!! And this is the second time I left it for repair again after using it for 1 week. Zzz. Phone cannot send in for repair, it will get from bad to worst. & so, I've gotten myself a new phone! (:(: [double smiley]

LG KS360. I was aiming for LG Prada. But, financial problems. :(

My pay was shit, not to mention. Work so hard for 300+ only! Zzzzzzzz.

I will have more time to blog and to rest and to study! Right, studies. I've gotten in French, like finally. But I am still all alone. Now I don't know what to do.


Okay, bye. I have to find new blogskins.