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I am a bad person, I have no time to spare. Now I am online because I have to print my tutorials!!!

Kind of feel like everything in my world is screwed up. Very tired.

Happy 11th Month.

25 April 2009

- Happy 11th Month!
- Worked from 12 to 3pm.
- Closing till 4.30pm.
- Rushed to City Hall.
- Walked from Suntec to Marina Square.
- Go to Pariss for dinner buffet.
- Started eating at 5.30pm.
- Ate a lot, felt cold.
- Went out to buy a jacket cause really too cold!
- The salesgirl asked to get another piece because on promotion, even though I don't want!
- Went back to Pariss to eat.
- Left at 8.30pm.
- Walked around then homed.


That's all for yesterday. No pictures because we didn't take any! Lol. Next week my work schedule the best! Everyday work except for tuesday.

I will be starting school tomorrow!!!! =O

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What a possessive kid. Lol! He request to put that and invited me to agree. Hoho.

What a shitty day.

Exactly! What a shitty day. I have bad cramps so, no seoul garden. Stayed at home for most of the time today.

Except for lunch at TPY interchange only.

Interesting pic :


Ever since I worked, I only eat late lunch and supper everyday. For the past 1 day that I didn't work, so no supper and I feel so weird and HUNGRY! So today, fried carrot cake for my supper! Heheh.


Heheh. 3 more days, back to school.

Stop and thinkkkk!

Today is such a camwhore day. No work today, finally a day break from the continuous 5 days of working. Hohoho. Good weather today but I have no intention of going out actually. JJ came and pulled me out for lunch! Lol.

Oh oh, look at our Islander card. The picture suck! :}


See, the weather is damn good today. Not too hot, not too cold! Very good! :} And and and, very good day and ambience for picture taking! :} :} Double smiley.

Lunch at MOF. MOF serve the best salmon I think. I like their salmon with sauce. Oh, the dessert is damn good as well. And I can't believe it. So many dishes from appetitizer to dessert for only $27 plus! Very cheap for good food! Pariss buffet this saturday! Hohoho. JJ craving for fresh oyster ever since don't know when. Lol.


This picture is taken outside MOF. See, good weather. Cannot stand it, don't know why I keep emphasize on the weather today. I think is because I haven't seen such weather ever since don't know when. Work at night, sleep till late afternoon, then after that go work again. Is like a routine. Now when I don't have work, I feel quite aimless with no plans actually.



Okay, after lunch, walked around Marina square and suntec then we walked to Bugis new shopping centre. Damn bigggggg! Movie, Wanting or watching? Aye, its about the earth and the end of the earth or something. Very nice. Its a pretty long movie. 2hr plus.

After movie, bugis street, no people! :} Home sweetttt home!


No work again tomorrow! Seoul garden tomorrow I think! ;}

Oh, school reopening soon! I can't wait to study again! :}:} Double smiley again.

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Anyway, I have yet to remove my makeup and bath. I reached home 1.5 hrs ago. Super not used to reaching home early and have tons of time to use the com!

Boring life.

My body clock is screwed. One more week to school reopen but I have to go back to on wednesday for 4 hours of NE lectures?!!

Okay. I just wake up. Its 1.43pm. And I still feel so tired.

Some precious.

Something that touched my heart, always.

Working.

I am tired from the long hour of standing at work. After resting for 2 days, I feel like dying after just merely standing for 4 hours! =(

Work again tomorrow!

Feeling better 2!

I really cannot imagine myself feeling better than something bad strikes me. Then I feel better again. Yesterday has been such a torturous day. And I spent my last 2 hours in bed thinking, since everything is set, I might just as well accept my fate. But that doesn't mean I am going to give up getting into a French class or taking up French classes outside. Well, I guess that's my fate.

So I am considering if I should just take up Jap or maybe appeal to something else like family & youth work or cross cultural management. Since, she only said that language classes are full. Aye, life's so hard.

Oh, my phone's spoilt so now I am using the best phone on earth, ever.



Look at the condition of the phone. Best phone ever, I tell you. The back cover can't be securely attached onto the phone anymore. And the lens covering the camera has been peeled off by my itchy hands. Oh, goes the same for the front. Best ar. The battery is the best best best of the best. It's bloated due to over-charging. Which I guess, it made the back of the phone cover keep dropping out of the shit phone. So I have to hold on very firmly to the back to prevent the battery from dropping out all the time!

And and and, JJ and I spent our whole day trying to crack the keypad lock password. I forgotten what is the code, I set it long ago! Lol.

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Blah blah. I still feel just a little discourage but I think I will get over it soon enough.


Anyway, he is out with his friends watching a movie at this godly hour. And, his nose has become the breeding ground of white heads. Nothing can save him, seriously, nothing.

I think I should go and sleep.

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Note: Job training and work tomorrow. :}

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I think today is the WORST day of my life. I tell you, the worst day. I feel like dying. I have NEVER felt so discouraged in my whole life. Like I rather waste my whole life away. I am not a slight bit prepared to go into Jap at all and now I have to go to Jap class, ALONE!? I have absolutely NO interest in Jap and now I have to attend classes every tuesday, 1010am.

Why does it have to be me?!

Omg. I really feel like dying. Its my frigging last choice and I got into and I don't even have a choice or chance to appeal! Ya, I MAY like Jap. I don't think so. Rawr!

Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I really feel so lousy! !!! I don't want to study Jap, I want to go to French classes. Why am I always the unlucky one?!

I rather they put me in maybe other choices like CRM, SCM or RM than HRM. So at least I am prepared that I did not get into any of my desired choices. But they just have to raise you up and let you down. I feel so utterly disappointed!

I tried so hard to study so hard, yet I still can't get into my choice. So tell me, study for what?! Might as well let the school and everyone plan my future and I just study whatever they want me to study! Better right?!

Suck.

Feeling better.

Okay. I feeling a lot better now. I think I am having very bad mood swings recently. o.O

I just finish eating my KFC! (:


I have job training and work tomorrow. Aye.

A shitty day.

Why can't we get everything in life? Why can't things always goes the way we want?

I mean why do we have to fight for every single shitty things in life by ourselves ALL the time? Or maybe, why do I have to fight for every single shitty things in life by myself?

I know everyone has their own share of problems, have their own shit things to fight for, but why do we have to do that? I feel so tired every single shit day I tell you. Even today is my break from work, I have to do all the shit things so my life will be back on track and I'll be able to do the shit things I like in future.

For eg, my elective. Why do I have to get in Jap when I put my first choice as French. I wanted to take French even before we have to make choices for elective. In the end, I got in Jap, my last choice among the five choices I have to make. I am so mad, I tell you. Only I got into my last choice, everyone gotten into their first choice! And today, I have to make an effort to type an appeal letter then go back to school to appeal. I am not even sure if they will accept my appeal but I have to just go and try. Why?! Why do I have to do that?! Why can't I be like other peopla and get into their first choice!

Always, from primary school to secondary school, I confirm will get into different classes from my friends. From primary to secondary school, I went to Amkss alone. Then from Sec 2 to Sec 3, I went to 3/2 alone. Okay, meet more friends right, but why do I always have to adapt to new environment alone?! And now, Jap class, sort of alone?!

And right, my phone is spoilt. I didn't even do a frigging shit to it. I just left it there and blah, it went blank. Like what man. Its always happening to all the phones I had. No, is all the Sony ericsson phone I had. First phone w910i, I didn't even use it for more than a week, I kept sending in for repair. Then k770i, the buttons are all like shit, everything suck. And now g900, I left it there, I SWEAR I didn't even do a single shit to it, I just left it there, and it went blank and I can't turn it on anymore! Wow! And yesterday, despite its my free day from work, I have to make an effort to wake up early to send the stupid phone for repair and go down again tomorrow to collect it. And now I don't have a bloody phone to use, I can't be using JJ's phone all the time.

I tell you I feel so shitty! I woke up feeling so irritated and shitty and tired.

Right, that explain this shitty long post, full of complains! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

My boring life.

Ah blah blah blah. I finally had 2 days off from work, straight days working makes people feel so tired.

Right, so JJ and I went for Sakae and after that was movie.

Fast & furious 4, kinda nice. Not that boring that I had imagine it to be.

I am typing in sentence cause I feel bored and I feel that my life is super boring now. School going to start soon and I can't wait for allowance & pay day! I need to get new clothes. I need to shop.

I think to work harder to earn more money.

I hate to feel that I am born rich but have to live a poor life. Not really rich and poor but at least have enough money to live our life. But yet I feel so deprived cause I kind of have to earn everything if I need more than my basic needs. Which is to shop! ={

Aye.

I need to sleep. My pimples are popping out! Popping, I tell you.


I have no pictures to show. My life is boring. ={

Still busy working.

I am so busy working that I don't even have time to sleep!

Okay, so working has made me seen so many type of people in life. Some really typical singaporeans and some whom are plain rude and thinks by paying 30 bucks they are the world.

Right, I am so tired. Going to rest for work tonight.

That's what friends are for.

Keep smiling, keep shinning,
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure.

That's what friends are for.

OKAY! I DIDN'T GET INTO FRENCH! I GOT INTO JAP!

AND IT WAS MY LAST CHOICE AND I GOT INTO JAP! THANKS! THANKS!

I GOT INTO JAP!

WHY DID I GET INTO JAP!

Secondary school.

There are so many things I used to like. But not anymore.

Maybe I should be more contented with what I have in my life now and cherish like every seconds of it.

I read my past 2 blogs and it brought back so many memories that I had in my secondary school. Such a pity it wasn't that an enjoyable 4 years. But I guess it did leave a great impact in my life. & I think what I really miss are those times in class, during recess and after school. Oh not forgetting, I always come early to school for beehoon + 1 nugget with RueyChyi. Haha.

Now I don't have the chance to do all that again. I mean, you won't need to wake up at 6 am for school anymore. You can even choose not to come to school now! Lol. And we have all passed the stage of wearing school uniform to school anymore. To think I used to hate wearing uniforms to school because I had to tuck in and whatever.

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I had fever today and yesterday. It felt so terrible and I thought I was going to die. Lol.

Oh, class chalet tomorrow! (: Class as in BM0801!

Workingg.

I think I like guys who knows how to dance better. (:

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I am tired from all the working. And I would never imagine myself having to carry big heavy trays like those in the movies with loads of plates stacked up that kind of stuff. I did yesterday! It was hell. Work has been enjoyable but I think its draining my energy away. Look at the time now and I am still not in bed. I barely have time for myself.

But, things will look better when the pay cheque come! (:

I may have to work again today after my training! o.O

Workingggggggggggg! (:

Work has been so great but tiring and smelly! Haha. My legs are aching from all the long hours of standing. Okay, to me, its longgggggggg hours of standing since it has been a long time ever since I've worked or work out.

Actually, all parts of my body are aching like mad. But, this has been the most enjoyable job in my whole working life. Which I think, isn't very long anyway. Yup, so, I like the people there. I mean literally everyone there cause they are so funny! Haha.

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Right, it's 2.30 now and I am still not sleeping. Working tomorrow AGAIN! And I am still happy!

Okay, tired.

One last day!

Okay, one last day before we start working. Hoho! So JJ craving for Carls Jr's lemon tea so we went all the way to Vivo for that because that's where we always go! And that's how JJ stuff the whole burger into his mouth look. So damn fat, cannot stand it.

Mall cop movie right after. Nice movie, very funny! We were extremely tired after that, especially me! I woke up at 9 when I slept at 3 okay.



& this is me with Mr Pooh! Hoho. Birthday prezzie last year, still kept it in good condition okay. It always watches me sleep! :}


Oh oh, I love this picture a lot cause I love my ponytail today. I tied my hair up and it looks unexpectedly nice! Haha.


Alrighty, bye! I hope I meet really nice people over at work! :}

okay. i am blogging from‭ my handphone for the first time! hehe. and i think is quite hard to use.

anyway, i am desperately trying to use this. its getting kind of laggy! right, while i am trying hard to continue this‭ post, jj is busy snacking away his carls jr. he is trying‭ to drink as much ice lemon tea as he can now.

ok.bye. lol.

Secondary school days.

A chocolate a day save my cramps day! Chocolate is the women's best friend, I think. That's what I learnt from my poly friends! Haha. Now when I have cramps, I will stock up my chocolates to prevent the pain! Lol.

So yesterday, despite my sore throat, JJ and me went KFC for the super saver and ultimate value box! Need to save money, I am left with the last 50 bucks to use for the month, when today is the start of the month! Okay, faster start working!



And I was too bored, so I start to pack my room again! I think my room has nothing to be packed and nothing to throw away anymore!

Oh oh oh, so I read all the farewell letters and those letter that we used to write in class for don't know which lesson. Okay, remind me of all the secondary school days! :{



This is from Miki and Rueychyi if I am not wrong. Given to me when I am seconday 2 but I have yet to use it till now! LOL!


Aye, so bored! Nothing to do again. Zzz.